If someone would have told me I was going to start a new career at 49, I would have laughed. I would have looked at the with complete disbelief!
But, I did it! I went on my medical leave. And decided I wanted something completely new, different, outside my comfort zone entirely…
I have always struggled with math. That is why I have 211 college credits and no degree. I am afraid of math, trigonometry, geometry, calculus etc.
My new job, is all about math. Calculations and finance. My worst fear is my everyday job! I’m in this for almost a month and I actually like it! I am starting to feel comfortable with math. I never thought it was possible. Makes me think I should finish that degree and kill the math. That confidence would be everything!
I have always associated math with the teachers that told me I was stupid. The anger they expressed with my non comprehension. Yet, now I’m seeing this something I can do, I can succeed, I’m not stupid. I just needed a different way to see it, understand it, thrive at it. Finally I’m feeling that. Finally I’m feeling like I can do it.
☀️That is all I have today friends. Life and writing are a work in progress…(just like me)😉
The writer in me...Her imaginative ramblings.. 
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