The writer in me…Her imaginative ramblings..

When I decided to write a novel , I didn’t have a clue about the process. How much time it would take or if I could even finish writing it. Now three books later I am glad I made the decision to write.

It is so hard to make myself a priority. Make time to do things that are important to me. I chose responsibility over writing any day. It’s frustrating because I want to focus all that energy on what I love. It’s just always second place to my family.

I understand now, that writing is my soul, my passion, the other half of my heart. Yet, I hesitate. Yet, I waver in my devotion to my writing. I always find something that I feel is more important.

How do I change this frame of mind? How do I forget the logical and embrace the unknown? I am a Capricorn, I plan everything. I am definitely not a fly by the seat of my pants gal. I am not spontaneous…when I grasp things for myself I usually let go. “I can do it later.” “The dishes are more important or my laundry or whatever…” it’s and endless cycle of doubts excuses.

Again I am trying to find the balance between, work, life and my writing. Crossing my fingers that I’ll figure it out. I know one thing for sure… I will not give up until I find that perfect solution!

That is all I have tonight friends… Writing and life are a work in progress…(just like me)😉