I feel like I can express myself here without fear or worry. In writing however I struggle. How do you describe things? How can you make others relate to your character? Are you doing a good job. That feeling of inadequacy is rampant when I’m writing. So I stop writing.
Most of the time this is what paralyzes me. I literally cannot be creative with all that negative thought. All the emotions churning around inside. The negative talk in my head. It’s overwhelming sometimes.
Unfortunately, I wait and wait and months go by without a word? What do I do? Well usually I have to do something creative outside writing. Wallpaper in my room. Attempting to paint. Trying new wines. Drinking them. Figuring out how to decoupage? lol… none of these are successful artistically lol….mentally yes.
So I have been going thru old notebook looking for inspiration from my notes over the years. Some ideas I had completely forgotten. Others I’ve implemented. So looking forward. I will write something in my book. I’ll keep you posted. Otherwise I’ll post my attempts at art lol….
That is all I have for tonight friends. Life and writing are a work in progress…(just like me)😉
The writer in me...Her imaginative ramblings.. 
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