Hip surgery…ugh…my future

Have you ever had surgery? What for?

Personally I have never had a need for a primary doctor. I am very healthy. No broken bones ever. About a year and a half ago I was diagnosed with osteoporosis in my hips. I had thought my hip was actually me aggregating an old injury I. My lower back…from a previous back injury a few years before.

I was shocked by this diagnosis. I didn’t know what to do, I still don’t. We had an health insurance that kept putting me off. My surgery was not as important because I am young. I can tell you for a fact I am miserable. My quality of life has gone down hill. I am in excruciating pain all of the time. No relief. No sleep. I wanted a refill on five muscle relaxers… they told me I needed a mental health examination??? wtf???

My last doc appointment… his recommendation was for me to quit my job??? Wtf??? Well I could not pay my insurance with no income? I cannot get disability because I’m only 37% disabled??? wtf??? How am I supposed to pay my bills?

I’m literally months away from a wheel chair permanently…it is so frustrating dealing with health insurence companies. What are we all paying for anyway???

I do have good news however. I have an actual appointment with a real surgeon on August 5th. So please cross your fingers and your toes. I am hoping this will be the… “let’s get you fixed talk.”The surgery being a reality talk…so I apologize for my infrequent posts. It has been a difficult health situation for me. That is all I have for today readers….life and writing are a work in progress…(Just like me)😘